So nervous today. I hope they found my error from Saturday. It’s been absolute hell this weekend thinking about how I fucked up. I don’t know how i did, but hopefully they’ve found it. I don’t want to lose this job. I can’t.
A Year Ago today i was sitting in my room, feeling fine. Then all of a sudden I was incredibly sick to my stomach. Then I started shaking, I couldn’t control it. I thought maybe it was anxiety, about what I don’t know, so I took my anxiety pill and decided to try to fall asleep on the couch. I couldn’t, my mind wouldn’t let me. I knew in the back of my mind it wasn’t anxiety, it felt different.
Ryan. 21 years old. Maine. Studying accounting at Thomas College. I love music (The Gaslight Anthem, Silverstein, Sparks the Rescue, etc...) and sports too (Pats, Lakers, Avalanche, Timbers and Yankees fan) <--that is possible.
Note:All photo's that I post will link to their source, 9 out of 10 times it's not my photo.